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-Fahmy & Afiq-


Name: Fahmy a.k.a Palat
Age: 16
School: Changkat Changi Secondary
Birthday: 12 June 1989
Likes: gigs, music, soccer, surfin the net, chillin wif my bro's & mates.
Dislikes: wankers, skool, backstabbers, gerls?.

Name: Afiq a.k.a Jack
Age: 16
School: Changkat Changi Secondary
Birthday: 26 feb 1989
Likes: music, sepak takraw skimming,chilling with ma mates at times *Winks
Dislikes: backstabbers, liars, hypocrites, lamers,

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Title: Mimpi

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wooo hoooo~!!! we're BACK
hello guyz!! we are back... afiq here... there's juz so much to tell!!! but take it slowly lah huh... been quite bad for the both of us in our lifes...but juz to let u all noe... we are BACK!!!well.. stop here lah... cuz i'm in the middle of CPA class!! ahakz.. teacher looking at me lah.. so see u guyz around!!! BYE!!!! WOO HOOO!!! BACK!!!!

11:37 a.m. Thursday, July 21, 2005


that is going to be my last time being so stressed out because of a girl..... they are not worth my tears.. k guys... yesterday afiq was suppose to come to my house... but damn shit! i accidentally fell asleep! gosh! when i woke up around 8+.. guess how many miss calls were there?? 58!!!! gile sia afiq... lek ah bleh bbual pe.. ahahaha.... then woke up oni ate nasi , ketam masak sambal , sayur masak lemak and ape ehk.. ahh ikan goreng.... wah so nice... was so hungry yesterday nite!! then lyk irritating sia....... nasib niari dpt makan... wooo..... so this year is my n's... must study !! blaja blaja.. pepiaow...! ahaha u all dun believe right i study?! u all see me go up to sec 5 ah next year!! i not joking okay! wth.... hmm tgh no ciggarete ni... well guys believe me life ain't fair but still u have to live life to the fullest right?? just move on la... rather then stay there lyk an ass! i'm waiting for afiq ni... no ciggarette... where is that ass!! faster la! mentang2 smalam kene bastard... niari nk dtg lmbt... hahahaha!!! kwang3.... k guys... take care... till next time...

11:32 a.m. Monday, February 7, 2005

haiz...
same here fahmy... haiz... we both share the same problems... haiz..

01:57 a.m. Sunday, January 16, 2005

hmms
haiz... thats what i want to say. im depressed.

04:28 p.m. Monday, January 10, 2005

hellu~!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! ehh?? DH2?? *fiShBalL* WAT EVA IS IT. . . HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! K bye~

05:17 p.m. Saturday, January 1, 2005

hellu~!! ahakz.
hie all.. todae was ermz. great! was supposed to meet tat Nadiah. but didn't meet her lah. haiz.. then called up fahmy and went to his house. damn him! 4.00P.M still sleeping! ahakz. then forced him to wake up and got dressed. then went to CT HALL to go to a small gig. telo's performing. so must go! ahakz.the gig was "ok" lah.. ahakz. at least get to skank and mosh! ahakz. gosh that boy suffered enough i guess. ahakz. then called tat nadiah.she said she wanted to meet her. so telo's brother send us to CINELEISURE. then naz went fer his modelling(MODEL SIOL!) and we took the train back to TAMPINES. then met that nadiah. i made her waited fer me fer 1 hour and 40 minutes. so sorry u! =PpP didn't meant to make u wait fer me. got a little bit of a problem. then fahmy and telo went back home. then tok bus number 23 to go to my house. needed to call my P.O mah. after that went near springfield to lek2 with that nadiah. then adek called. said my P.O came. o i rushed home to find i've juz been punked! lucky my adek. if nt. die! ahakz. then took her fer a walk around the condo. then lek2 at a pondok at the condo. then round 11.30 sent her back home. tell u the fact. one day nvr see her,is like nvr see her fer a year. =PpP haiz. sorry lah peeps. todae kindda bored lah. ahakz. all sleep already. so so little to update. ahakz. update another time yah. miss my fishball!! ahakz. bye2

05:52 a.m. Saturday, January 1, 2005

haish
well juz fought wif her... and all the words dat wasnt suppose to come out... came out.. wth.. i juz woke up... then we fought... haish.. she said.. we are going to be friends.. not more... then i was lyk.. argh... what haf i done... well i noe... im not at good at taking care of ppl's heart... i wanna work on it... she says i dun understand her... but i haf been trying to... but i haf failed... hmms.. i juz thought of being wif her the night b4... but this happened.. i dun tink she has feelings for me animore... once again this is happening to me.. but im not blaming her.. im blaming my self for being such an idiot.. she said she wasnt readi? well finally yesh i agreed to her... i said ok.. loosen up yourself... okey? haiz... wth.. my life is gettin bad to worse... i juz want u to know dat i will be waitin for u... when will u come back to me i dunno.. lyk thing song goes "walaupun bertahun lama , semogakan terlaksa" haiz... y?? y?? da la... i tot dat i would change for u... it will work and get the r/s going better... but it seems lyk its not workin.... argh... mepek ah........ k la.. if u wanna go on ur way i cant stop u... but remember i'll juz stay at the same spot waiting for u to hold my hand and lead me somewhere... no matter how far u go.. i hope u will turn back and take me away from this deserted and lonely place. *Im lost here*

06:14 p.m. Thursday, December 30, 2004

hellu~!!
hiez all... have u guys eaten? hope u have.. ahakz...(LAME) well... todae was quiet okay lah... nt bad lah.. ahakz.. woke up at 2.30P.M... that's also cuz my cuzz called.. ahakz.. disturb only... if can i wanted to sleep till 5.00P.M!! ahakz...(like pig rite me?)raden asked me to get changed... ask y... say gt "PIT" at CHANGI... so i gt up and bathed all.. then wanted to go out.. ibu irritated me!! hur-hur~ then got mad... she kept irritating me by saying i like pig... sleep till late afternoon~ ahakz... then she laugh2 lah what lah.. ahakz.. then go out.. took bus nuber 23 to interchange.. then take 19... met my elder cuzz in the bus... he said he wanted to go "injection" at his friend's house.. still got the cheeck to ask me follow... kanina!!! he think wat? i drug addict ah?! FUCK U!!! ahakz... then reached changi at around 4.30P.M... met my cuzz then they brought me to the "pit" thought it was a pit.. skali picnic dah~ then went to the seaside~ GOSH!! the waves was so big!! wow! ahakz.. then chill2... then went to herda's house.. her mother asked to come.. said she's gonna cook fer us~ and yes she did cook! ahakz.. ate so much.. imagine.. a skinny boy like me.. eating 3 plates of MAGGI goreng... 2 plates of BEE HOON goreng.. ahakz... (dah dasar babi~) then took cab and went home.. cuz late mah~ gt P.S... haiz... then went home and called HER... talked to her fer a while.. then called fahmy.. then again.. like aslways.. here i am at fahmy's home! ahakz... guess what.. i was supposed to go out at aorund 11.30.. ahakz.. bt feel asleep lah... after all those crying... eyes felt heavy... slept... then woke up at 2.30... ahakz... was thinking what i was dreaming of? then i remembered~ i dreamt oh HER!!... (am i missing her?) then got dressed.. went down to take bicycle.. then cycle all the way here... haiz.. was listening the song Here WIthout u Baby... awwwww... so touching.. ahakz.. decided to put the lyrics... so that's about it fer to dae.. see u guyz tommorow yah~ enjoy~!! *A Hundred Days Have Made Me Older... A Thousand Lives Have Made Me Colder... But All The Miles Are Seperated... Dissapeared Now When I'm Reading Up Your Face... I'm Here Without You Baby... But You're Still On My LoneLy Mind... I Think About You Baby... And I Dream About You All The Time... I'm Here Without You Baby... But You're Still With Me In My Dreams... And Tonight It's Only You And Me... The Miles Just Keep Rollin... As The People Leave Their Way To Say Hello... I've Heard This Life is Over-Rated... But I Hope That It Get's Better Every Go... I'm Here Without You Baby... But You're Still On My Lonely Mind... I Think About You Baby... And I Dream About You All The Time... I'm Here Without You Baby... But You're Still With Me In My Dreams... And Tonight Girl... It's Only You And Me... Everything I Know... And Then Where I Go... It Get's Harder When You'd Won't Take Away My Love... And When The Last One Falls... And When It's All Set And Done... It Get's Hard When You'd Won't Take Away My Love... I'm Here Without You Baby... But You're Still On My Lonely Mind... And I Dream About You All The Time... I'm Here Without You Baby... But You're Still With Me In My Dreams... And Tonight Girl... It's Only You And Me...

i'm bored~
hiez all.. decided to put SIMPLE PLAN'S song lyrics lah.. kindda of bored... used to be my fav. song.. "don't want to think about you"... well.. started my day by waking up at 3.00P.M... (gosh sooo tired~!!) then first thing i did... called HER... bt she didn't pick up... dunno lah if she was still sleeping... (tido jek~ =PpP) then called fahmy... ask him he's coming to my house... then talk2... like always talk(cock)... hehe~ then he came to my house around 3.30P.M... somthing like that lah~ (cannot remember lah) then waited fer me to bathe,get dressed... haha~ we even manage to find time to make stupid videos with his new HANDPHONE(when am i going to get mine????? haiz..) haha~ i was bathing... singing so loudly.. haha~ when suddenly he barged in.. and recorded.... haha!!! that was one hell of a stupid video... haha! then make another video.. bt this one ok lah.. nt bad lah... haha~ it was fahmy's idea lah.... he asked me to dress like TAUFIQ BATISAH!! haha!!! then ask me to sing I DREAM lah what lah... i noe lah my voice nice... haha~(puke) then he called his dear2... go and meet her...then went back to his house as he needed to do something... then go and meet his dear again... then went to my home... his dear wanted to see the view of the TASEK PUAKA from my house... haha~ then we all sat down at the hall... haha~ bibik was watching HINDUSTAN... haha~ then we all watch lor.. haha~ then they went home.. i got bored.. so called HER... heard her voice... "ahhh..." lost the feeling of missing her... hehe... =PpP then taled to HER fer a while.. then fahmy called... then went to fahmy's house... gosh! had to walk all the way here... (actually i ran.. haha!) then here i am typing at this very moment.. fahmy's sleeping... haffidz watching tbee... haha!! fahmy mengigau!!! fahmy mengigau!! haha!!!! loLz~ haiz.. dunno what to type liaoz.. so type again some other time huh... miss HER so much... =PpP

04:12 a.m. Tuesday, December 28, 2004

haiz...
Can you leave me here alone now I don’t wanna hear you say That you know me That I should be Always doing what you say ‘Cause I’m trying get through today And there’s one thing I know I don’t wanna think about you Or think about me Don’t wanna figure this out I don’t wanna think about you Or think about nothing Don’t wanna talk this one out I won’t let you bring me down ‘Cause I know I don’t wanna think about you Don’t wanna think about you When I wake up here tomorrow Things will never be the same 'Cause I won't wait 'Cause you won't change And you'll always be this way Now I'm gonna get through today And there's one thing I know I don’t wanna think about you Or think about me Don’t wanna figure this out I don’t wanna think about you Or think about nothing Don’t wanna talk this one out This time I won’t let you bring me down Won’t let you shut me out This time I know I don’t wanna think about you Run away, run away Running as fast as I can Run away, run away I’ll never come back again Run away, run away Don’t wanna think about you Or think about me Don’t wanna figure this out Don’t wanna think about you Or think about me Don’t wanna talk this one out I don’t wanna think about you Or think about me Don’t wanna figure this out I don’t wanna think about you Or think about nothing Don’t wanna talk this one out This time I won’t let you bring me down Won’t let you shut me out This time I know I don’t wanna think about you Run away, run away Don’t wanna think about you Run away, run away Don’t wanna think about you Run away, run away Don’t wanna think about you Run away, run away

02:57 a.m. Tuesday, December 28, 2004

HIE PEEPS!!!!
halo all~ been sooooo long since i updated~ haha! lazy mah~ no mood.. been so sian this december~many things happened! wanna noe more? no way man~ no lah juz kiddin peeps~ well.. let's start with gud news ferst yah... hmmm... maybe no... i think suspence ahh... bad news ferst.. loLz~!!k2... which topic u guys wanna noe ferst? "The Wallet","Money!","The Bicycle","My Sillyness"??? aytez.. let me see~ ermz... let's start with the bicycle.. was riding my smaller brother's bicycle... meeting fahmy at SAFRA'S bustop... was cycling when suddenly~ jeng3...~ the left padle fell off!! haha! i was like.. SHITT!!!! i was lucky enough i was already near SAFRA... gosh~ tried to fix it.. bt the moment i cycle.. it juz fell off... so got mad and juz sat on the bicycle and kicked my way to SAFRA!! WeEeeEEe~!!! here i come fahmy~!! loLz~! then met fahmy and went to danial's place so sleepover~ "SLEEPOVER" haha! we didn't even sleep!! played with the computer the whole night~!! haha!! was great though~!! specially when DANIAL gt raped by me fahmy and naz~!!haha!! he was moaning and moaning and moaning!! LOL!!! haha! serve u right DANIAL!! ahakz.. dun think we're all gayz!! ahakz.. we didn't actually RAPE him lah... rape as in... cover the blanket over him and start groping him all over... till he can't breathe and laughing all the way!! haha!!! then played with the com again... played till round 6.00A.M...then went back home... didn't cycle though~ took a cab~ ahakz.. lazy mah~ haha!! so nw which topic u guyz wanna noe bout? haha!! basically... "The Money","The Wallet" and "My Sillyness" is actually al in one lah~ ahakz.. sajer jek kasi suspense sikit.... loLz~ wanna noe? aytez2... the other day went to town with my cuzz.. and his sister.. so went shopping..(like girl like that huh?!! ahakz..) go eat~ then go look fer t-shirts and so on... then my cuzz called her fiancee... asked him to pick us up from WISMA'S taxi stand... the one at the back... so waited and waited and waited... smoke a stick or two (can't remember)... then... jeng3... he came... ahakz.. we all got into the van... my cuzz and i sat at the back.. while his sister sat at the front... so i looked after the van's door... my cuzz was talking to his girlfriend... while i look after the door... haiz... if only i had a girlfriend...(pssSssT!! i'm single!! ahakz..)drop the subject... so we buzzed our way out of town... haha!! on the way... we passed by HEEREN,TAKASHIMAYA and stuff... i and my cuzz disturbed passerbys.. ahakz.. it was fun!! looking at all those ppl turning around in a shocked way when i shout "OI!!!!" haha!! that's what we call JACKASS!! so we're now on our way back home in the expressway... so we sang songs... talk cock and stuff.. then i looked out... i saw RESERVOIR and i was like.. "ahh home sweet home".. haha~ bt haben't reach mah~ ahakz.. so i talked to my cuzz fer a while... when i realise that something's nt ryte...i felt at my pocket and it was rather light... so i took a peek... to check if my wallet was there... bt... when i looked down... JENG..JENG...JENG~!!! the wallet fell!!! i stood still fer a second as i watched my original LV wallet flew off juz like that... to make it more worse... my condo card,my I.C,$120,and other important cards was in that freaking wallet!! to make it much more reallistic fer u guys... let me describe to u peeps yah... the wallet fell... touch the ground.. rolled a couple of rounds... then poof! the money and cards all juz came blasting out!! i turned to my cuzz.. in a sad way.. then said "oi!my wallet fell!" he was like.. "lame joke".. i scolded him "FUCK U!" "i'm nt joking...!" he tried to look out bt i said.. "ehh bdh~ dh jauh dh~" then reached my home bustop... told my elder cuz.. and she too thought i was joking around.. haiz.. (do i look like a joker to u guyz? ahakz..) told ibu.. the sme thing happened! said i was joking around.. (what is it with u ppl?!! ahakz..) so that's all that has been happening all this while.... and that proves to u peeps that i'm clumsy,silly.stupid and DUMB! haha!! did i tell u guys? if i update up to 4 topics... i get to update another one!! wow!! (lame) so wanna noe bout the mystery topic... well.. i've been having lots of problems now... and one problem that has been in me ish... *drumroll* ermz donch noe how to put it lah... ermz... ok2.. i try yah... well.. i'v this feeling fer this gerl that has been making me luv and miss her... that also i donch noe y... haiz.. (i'm dumb!) to me... she's every boys dream gerl.. she's sweet... she's preety... she noe's how to take care of a boy's heart... (bt some times she makes me angry!! GrRrrrRr... hehe...) haiz.. there's juz to much to describe bout her... she's sharing the same problem with me... it's what they call peer depression.. is it? i donch noe lah.. bt the thing is.. i wanna end this freaking problem... i think i'm in luv! (duh~) bt the thing is.. she's preety and so on.. well.. as fer me.. i'm ugly and so on.. haiz... i'll be really happy if i were to get here... haiz.. that's juz a myth lah fiq.. wake up! (think positive~ be ur self.. approach her) haiz... juz wanna say to the girl... "i really luv u and would really be happy if i and u were to work out.. i noe it seems to early... bt what ppl say.. "haven't try... dunno"... haiz.. well that's all folks! take care2~!! bye2... * oUt *

11:31 p.m. Saturday, December 25, 2004

harlow...
hello there the angels for my nightmare! fahmy is here... aloha... miss me ryte? i noe... biase la who tk miss me kan..? wahaha afiq afiq... emo here emo there.. what the hell? no use emo la dok... i last oso lyk to emo bcoz of all this but now no more.... i aint gonna emoo redi... my eyes dried up of tears for gerls... im gonna think this way until someone can change my mind...... i miss my ex.. all my ex... but well move on...... nk emo2 uat ape sia? relek je la... chill.... klau ade jodoh dtg la die.. klau tak then tk ya sua... dats for afiq~! so... skg.. im juz playin my guitar and singing! kwang3..... hmmz.... bored... haha u all shud haf known alreadi ryte im sharing my blog wif afiq.. kesian kan die mah... die tk de blog.. hahaha.... nanti die tk de blog die bising2 at me..... so kasi la.. ahahaha.. fooker~! i wanna eat la.. k la u all lucky la i update.. psl bored nye psl ahakz.. lol.. k bye2..

08:42 p.m. Saturday, December 4, 2004

i'm * BoRed *
Hi AlL~!!! HeHe~!! HoHo~!! AfIq SuCk~!!~!!~ FaHmY SuCk~!!~!!~ We BoTh SuCk~!!~!!~ HaHA~!! HehE~!! SoRrY~!! I'M E.m.O.i.N.G Nw~!! WoW~!! HehE~!! NitE-NitE~!! ByE-bYe~!!

02:35 a.m. Wednesday, December 1, 2004

!!!!~ E . M . O ~!!!!
hiez all~sorry fer nt updating fer quite sometime... cuz been taunting at fahmy's place fer the past few days.. then nvr get enough sleep... so VERY.... VERY... tired... haiz... the past few days been ok... went out with fahmy mostly.. haha fahmy kalah pool tadi!!!! hahaha~!!! u suck!! u loser~!!! loLz~! wahaha~!!! all three games... he loose~!!! yeah~!! i gud~! u nt gud~!! fahmy nw shud be enjoying at hafidz's chalet... the chalet is like " W<>O<>W!!! besar nk mampus!!! hafidz's father sent me home.. so kind of him... terima kasih cik~ selamat hari raya~! haha... they muz be playing bowling lah nw~ shit~! i cannot enjoy.. all because of ma stupid P.S!!! mOrTha Fu**a~! well i'm the only one to blame what.. go and do stupid stuffs... haiz.. if nt rite.. i think i,hafidz,fahmy and hadi would be the devils of the chalet... * WiNks * well.. juz logged into the net.. then so many ppl P.M...malas nk lyn... haha~! sorry peeps~! hehe~! no hard feelings~! then scroll up and down to find * HeR * .... bt she haven't logged in yet... haiz... been missing her... the reason i put the page name !!!!~ E . M . O ~!!!! is because of * HeR * i'm feeling down nw.. cuz it's like i've been played around by * HeR * twice already... u peeps might think that i'm stupid?! rite2?!! well yeah i'm stupid... stupid enough to believe her...!! haiz... bt the think is juz that... i luv * HeR * ... and she juz like act as if she luvs me... well i dunt noe that fer sure... it's wether she really luvs me or nt... haiz... go back to the time i updated when i said i missed her... on that day.. i chatted with her.. asked her how is she and all.. cuz i didn't noe if she was still with her previous ex or what so i asked her lah.. how's ur guy? and she said... huh? guy? where gt guy... and i was like soooooo happy... and again... because of my stupidness... i belived her! ain't i sooooo stupid?!!! haiz... then yesterday night her sis logged in... chatted with her and stuff.. then she sent me a pic... thought it was a family pic so i said lah i want that one i want that one.. so she sended me... waited fer it to finish... then i opened the pic... * DrUmRolL * *CyMbAls * at ferst i didn't find anything unsual.. then when i look again... all of the peeps in side the pic were couples.. i felt really.. really.. really down... it felt as if as a knife was plunged down from 10,000 feet high in the sky and pierced down straight down ma heart... so i thought maybe no lah.. they weren't couples... so i put that thing aside.. as she said that she's single~ bt then again... my stupidness nvr fail to show up... lucky.. my cleverness is still lingering inside of me... so go and sign in friendster and checked out her account... then agian... this time... a kinfe... 50,000 thousand feet in the sky plunged down... rite to my STUPID heart... i saw this guy wrote her a testie.. then i go to his account then saw this cute2 litte testie writen by her... haha~ see ain't i stupid peeps?! SAY I AM!FOLLOW ME~ AFIQ IS STUPID~! AFIQ IS STUPID~! AFIQ IS STUPID~! i'm in at the verge of crying~ haiz... what eva it is... i'm sorry peeps fer blattering shit in this update.. cuz i'm being soo E . M . O!! i'm releasing all the things here... cuz there's no one i can talk to... other then ma bestest fren,fahmy... he's nt here so i release here... btw peeps.. fahmy says he is sorry fer nt updating... he said he's lazy... u BIG FAT LAZY BUM!!! well i need to use the toilet now... juz wanna end this E . M . O update by saying that i luv * U * really much bt didn't expect u to make a fool out of me~ hope u really enjoyed ur time... [ AfIq Is NoW CrYinG. . . PLeAse TrY AgAin LatEr . . . ]

11:09 p.m. Tuesday, November 30, 2004

sianz...
halo peeps...!! me very bored nw.. so decided to update... went jln2 raya juz nw... banyak seh duit!! feeeewwwiiittt~!!! yeah~! dh leh beli buckle!! then went home bout 9.. called my P.O... then chill at ma room... then wanted to use the net.. so asked ma mother for the lap top.. asked in a nice way bt in return... she said, no in a way that made me angry.. haiz.. soo stress u noe!! fought with her... i say lor.. dengan anak sendiri nk lokek.. ngan org lain tk psl.. PhWeeEe lah~!! kalau gitu puas hati tk mu ader anak... ckp gitu jek then dier marah mcm nk bunuh org gitu.. then she compared me with all ma other couzins... then i say lah.. tu dieorg peh psl ahh bukn abg pe.. that's their way of living.. and this is mine.. kalau ibu tk suka ibu leh suruh abg angkat kain baju abg...then she membebel2 sorg....then she saia " jangan sampai ibu complain kt P.O kau.. kau tk mu cabar ibdu..." i gave a sarcastic laugh then said... bbual tk guna~ tembak tk kena~ then sh keep quite.. i slam the door..then call fahmy... then at last here i am.. typing this....haiz.... all i wanna say is that my life really change alot since the death of ma arwah ayah... and also since ma ibu kawin baru... can u peeps imagine the amount of stress i'm going thru?!! it's like a bomb on top of ur head ready to explode!!! haiz.. what to do... this is all part of life... u hv to go thru it at least once... bt i mean u noe.. it's juz last yr that my arwah ayah passed away and this yr my ibu kawin baru... it's like "WAH SIAN!!!" haiz... i'm really sad nw.. what 'm going thru rite nw is unspeakable... it's juz that i dun 1 2 show to ppl that i'm sad... i may be crazy,happy,fun going on the outside... bt on the inside.. i'm a really,really,rrrrreeeaaaalllyyyy sad boy!!! i really miss my arwah ayah alot... i feel really upsad when i go to his grave.. it's like........ * SoB * i feel like crying rite now... the problems juz keep piling and piling and piling up... and there seems to be no end to all those problems... the only way of ending them is juz by killing myself... i'm listening to perfect nw.. and the lyrics seem to fit me in.. haiz.. i'm getting really EMO nw... UUURRRGGGHHH shit~!! the thought of ma step dad suddenly came across my mind.. the thing is he is kind and all bt it's juz that i can't accept him as ma father~ i haven't overcome ma arwah ayah's death then he come along.. all "THX" to ma ibu... she thinks what? i'm still 3 yrs old ah? sorry lah.. wrong person lah... i'm in a stage of trying to accept ma step dad as ma step dad... as in.. using his money!! haha ALI G!!!! hu also dunno him.. the biggest marijuana dealer~ i want money? juz snap ma fingers and * WhHhIIiIsSsHHhh * $50 come out! lol walking ATM... bt it's like too pityful u noe.. i mean he is there tryong to support the family... i also support what... haiz... i feel really confused nw... soooooooooooo000ooooooooooooo confused~!!! haiz... anyway... suddenly thought of ma munchie~!!! miss her lots~!! MuaCksz~!! been 2 daes have'nt chat with her... haiz.. all because of ibu loh~ nk pakai laptop pun tk leh.. mcm nk mintak 1,000,000 gitu... ahiz... well peeps.. this is ma life... ~!* WeLcOme To My LiFe *!~ well i'm out ou dictionary.. lol so gtg peeps.. haha!!! fahmy ngah mengigau!!! loLz~! aper entah dier ckp.. tk mu kurg ajar ehh.. bla..bla..bla... haha~! loLz~! well.. mater dh naik berat.. bdn dh memanggil gi katil.. so update other lor.. LuV Ya MunChiE~!!! MuaCksz~!! gtg peeps.. nitey-nite-nite~!! sleep tight... dun let the bed bugs bite~!!

03:55 a.m. Saturday, November 27, 2004

NgAh JlN RaYer~!!
Hey Peeps~!!! me at ma fren's house go jln2 raya2!! loLz~! duit rayer lum banyak lagi~!! i want more~!!! MORE!!! sajer2 jek nk update cuz dh bored... so update lorz~!! fahmy todae work with his dad~ he nt at home.. wanna go out with him.. hai yah sian ahh~ i MiSs *HeR*~!! miss ya lots munchie~ MuaCksz~! so gtg peeps... wanna go jln2 raya2~!! loLz~! duit~3!!! TaTaTiti TuTu~!!

04:48 p.m. Thursday, November 25, 2004

nitey-nite-nite allz~!
k peeps... getting really bored here.. and my eyes are getting really heavy... "GUA DH STEAM DOK!!" haha so on behalf of fahmy,hu has been away since 1 a.m, juz wanna say guz nitez to all... well actually... i'm starting to mis *her* already... bt the thing is that... i'm nt only missing her... i LuV her... bt it's juz that i'm shy... silly old me... if nw can lah i say i luv her and all... cuber kalau chat ngan dier.. ahh nah~ luv ke maner dier ke maner! lol... tk pe2... kalau kt saner tk leh sini leh kn? *ShOuTs* LuV Ya LoTs MunChiE~!!! MuaCksz~!!! so that's al peeps... eye's getting really heavy!!! nite all~ sweet dreams... sleep tight... dun let the bed bugs bite~!

03:39 a.m. Wednesday, November 24, 2004

what a day!
haloo peeps~!! well it's me... well felling kindda of bored nw... so decided to update lor~ well.. i'm smoking nw... kindda of realli bored u noe! "CAN SOMEONE PLZZZ HELP ME?! I'M DYING OF BOREDOM HERE!!!" hehe... i was chatting on the MSN... when suddenly ths gerl... whom i used to admire suddenly signed in! i was surprised!!! then i had this "butterfly in my stomach" feeling... so i decided to approach her.. say hi and all... selamat hari raya... maaf zahir dn batin... haha... then she reply and all.. then she said "miss ya munchie".., i was like WOW~!! the fact is i haven't been logging up... so she did nt get the chane to chat with me loh~ haha~! bt the thing is... "I MISS HER!!!" hehe.. hope she doesn't see this~! loLz~! then she asked me.. hu r u admiring? nw? so i said emrz... no one.. cuz i nt handsome what.. hu wants me? ain't that rite PEEPS?! hehe... so i said lah i m feeling cold... then i put *HuGgIng Ma PiLLoW ImAGinIng It's *hEr* *... bt the thing is.. that "her" is her! and i sure do hope that she doesn't get it.. haha~ so lame rite me? i noe..u no need tell me.. well... i think she is getting bored back there in MSN.. so gtg peeps~!!! later nite2 i update ahh... TaKinG CarE~!! OrHKay GuDbUaIz~!!!

12:44 a.m. Wednesday, November 24, 2004

WeEeEe~!!!!!
AlOoHaa all~!! haha this ain't fahmy.. haha this is me~! afiq!! haha me and fahmy are chilling rite now at his house... and that freak asked me to update his blog.. damn u LAZYBUM!!! haha he's talking on the fone rite nw! sianz~ earling morning talk to hu?! PONTIANAK AHH??!! loLz~! haha well.. he asked me to tell u peeps that he is too bz to update~! haha! such al lazybum.. a stupid fool also.. using "bz" as an excuse~! PhWeEe~! well in fact he is kindda bz at the moment... lucky fer him to hv me as a friend! haha~! can help ppl update all~! gud rite me?~! loLz~! haha~! fahmy is nw talking to me bout one girl... sasa... well heard that they are going thru alot of problems.. and i mean ALOT!! haha till i have to help them settle their problem... wah~! i've done soo many gud deeds todae!! loLz~!see.. soo u al cannot look down on me u noe! i'm a bad boy on the outside bt an angel on the inside~! hehe~! well... i and fahmy will be sharing this blog... so.. dun be surprised when u see me updating.. haha~! i gtg... wanna watch CARTOON NETWORK!!! WeEe~!! see u round peeps~!! TakiNg CaRe~!! OrHKAy GudBuaIz~!!

04:23 a.m. Wednesday, November 24, 2004

lalala
Todays the 2nd day of raya! YAY.. ahakz... but bored to the max i still haven go outt... lerrr... my brother is sick... my father is sick... ishk3... tk pe... stay kat umah jee laa... ppl will come to my house... I wan alooot of money for raya... i wan to buy hp...... da lama tk pegang hp la dork... tgn gatal gile la... siak tol... binget jee... arghhh... sianz........ Wonder y i so long nvr update? bcoz there's nothing to update abt my life.. its still the same boring fahmy... no gal? no games? nothing! im rotting at home u understand! rotting i tell yaa... bingett jee... now i got target pun.... relax first... no way im goin to be in a hurry abt this.... Puase i miss so many days... psl i was sicck.. ishk.. kene bayar.... argghhh...so bored sia... niari tk kuar jln raye...k bye!

08:11 p.m. Tuesday, November 16, 2004

sianz..
ok la... since da tol2 bored... update lor... org da suro.. lolx... now... im findin a new replacement i tink.. lolx.. nk carik yg setia sikit nye susah... tadi my eng paper was oryte.. bole tahan uh... k la da tk de idea.. wahah bye

09:17 p.m. Saturday, October 2, 2004

penat..~
woah... tired sia... ferst of all.. happy belated berday to my mommy...~! my beloved darlin... she will always be my darling... she will always be better then any of the girls out there... she takes care of me from young... how can i even compare her to anyone? if she reads... mak i love u very much...! and i do mean it... sorry for all the trouble i've been causing u... hee~ juz came back from sengkang....! miss the 27 last bus.... then took 88 the last bus go to pasir ris~~! then walk home... creepy of coz... but there is no other means of transport back..... wah lan sianzz sia... haiiyyooo...walk walk walk... tired sia... kaki penat gile.... so long nvr update sia... wah lieww.. haha... somore tadi saw my ex skool mate... semua da kerek... nvm lorr... saw izza! haha.... da mangkin jambu eh kau... haha.... chey tk mo kembang... then 1 whole day see my friends swim...! gerek... but i dun wan swim... and his house gerek tu gerek tapi ok la.. maen die nye xbox... ok la gerek jugak... then go homme..! i dunno when my mum getting me the chocalate thing that makes quitting easierr.. nvm la.. slowly quit sua... juz wait... nanti nak tanye malu uh sal i start smoking but sal tk le tahan.... somore stress from skool and relationship problem dat time.. but shud be ok la now if wanna stop.. juz kene tahan nafsu... if tk tahan then tk le la..... zzz. k la.. nk tgk tido ledi... hmmz.. nitey nite semua..

01:50 a.m. Thursday, September 2, 2004

grr...
hahaha.. harlow ppl... haha.. gile.. im kinda ok liao... now im single.. faster2.. girls out there better get me.. while stock last... chey~.. joking la... aiyo... gile nye org.. im in the crazy mood now... i passed my physics and malay!!! woo hoo..! power... yeah2.. but maths sure faill.. all i study nvr come out.. got la some that come out.. but then alot nvr come out sia.. irritating sia... haiyoo. tonight study social studies liao... grr... woah fahmy da belajar sehh.. chey~~ hahaha gile... biase fahmy kan baek.. haha.. juz came back from buying chocolate and ice cream... hungry sia.. wan to eattt...hmmzz... well now... i mist concentrate on studies liao... sianzz... kat class kene diam.... tk pe.. tahan je smpi end of year.. and hopefully can pass the year... yeah..

06:45 p.m. Thursday, August 26, 2004

haishh... emo emo
k ferstly.. wanna thank god that i got to find the person who stole haffidz shoe outside my house... wahaha da kene "somestuff" with us then today morning suddenly see the shoe outside my house... wahaha... thank god... yeahh... then still sighing over my stupid mistake but then i tink i must move on... bcoz.. i can see that she is slowly slipping thru my wet fingers... falling to guys out there... well i cant do aniting... its her decision.... i've decided no use crying over sumting da has happened... i will learn from my mistakes and experience... haiyo.. reali sortz sia... seeing sumone u treasure so much go juz lyk dat without even a valid reason... its my fault tho.. argh... then juz now lek2 at cthall... ok la quite fun... but my mind still not at peace... yesterday i taunt until 7.30 sia... did alot of thinking,learning and heard from more experience ppl... but i took oni the positive advice and not the bad.. hmmz... then 4plus sleep awhile sia then wake up... then tok tok tok... then around 7 go home... then reach ard 7.30.. wish her good luck for her exams... and then she didnt reply liao so slp lor... nvm la.. i tink she's tryin to forget me...so let it be... the phrase "love cant be forced" sux man... keep hearing this all my life.. zzzz... k la... wanna chat liao... nitey nitez ppl... =(

11:40 p.m. Sunday, August 22, 2004 >



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